wooowiee. it's the last day of the first month of this last year in my now semi-new school. haha. so i didnt have the Bad Cramps of yesterday. but, it was so weird. it was like i wanted it? i wanted the pain so much so i could have an excuse to mope around and be a bitch to everyone who crossed my path, but it wouldnt come. instead it was like a perpetual feeling of bloatedness, and the occasional hints of pain. however, i was having this really bad hair day, plus a bad uniform day, PLUS a bad breakout (i like to think it's because of my period) so i wasn't feeling all too happywappy today despite my laughing and giggling and such in school.

had an overdose of sugar after school. (ok maybe that's why i'm having this bad breakout) a whole bagget of malteasers (which were sooooo good) and then chocolate banana cake at secret recipe with dad. loooong day tomorrow. i'm starting to think that absenting myself from school once a month is a lil too little. haha

i will finish e1 essay tonight!

ooh and i'm SO excited! new layout by ME for the month of february :D :D i'm still deciding if i should try getting hosted. just because i've never been hosted before and i want to belong to a ___ family and have a nice hostess and fellow hostees. haha i'm such a net geek. but ftp is no fun x(