emotionally, i believe i am very unstable =/ i can go from hating a person/people to really like them just like that. anyways, i think i can take back my words about mrdavidlow being a wonderful pe teacher. considering the fact that he took mass pe today and tried to torture the hell out of us. ok i'm exaggerating.. slightly. it wasnt all too bad, i guess. except the running part. i suckkk. the moment he said go, i forgot all about my breathing technique or my pacing and just run like some kind of mad woman, rapidly using up whatever lung power i had. and so. i came in last. yes last as in the very last person in the whole entire group. maybe there might have been one other person behind me. but yeah. -diesofshame- but bathtime today was very good. water was refreshing, bathsupplies were yummy smelling and mine so i could use freely without feeling bad :D

went over to holland subway with karen, fi, shar after school. i've kinda tried to eat more healthily today. haha had veggies in my yongtaufu! and had veggies in my coldcuttrio! soon i'll be able to use the "eat your greens" blogskin and be a veggiesnob :D haha. i hate it that i eat so slow. and i dont even talk much so i dont understand why I AM SO SLOW! rargh. but anyways, i realise i probably suffer from mutisism. i don't like to gossip cos i'm afraid of the consequences. in no way am i some self-rightous person full of morals why it is bad to gossip or bitch or whatever. i do gossip and bitch, but i guess i only do it around ppl i really trust or feel comfortable around. and it's not just the gossiping and bitching. just talking's also hard for me. haha i'm one problematic teen with a whole truckload of social problems.

anyways, after we ate, i just couldnt be stuffed taking a bus and a train home. esp the train ride. i am majorly trainsick. i think i've spent more time on the train than any other vehicle. seriously. so got on bus 77 with karen and shar. (ps, and there was a pretty hot guy on the bus too!) and took all the way with shar. got off, crossed the road and took it back to holland v to wait for d to give me a lift home. i am so extremely supremely greatful for her :)