i think i am going through a quarter-life crisis right now. feeling very insecure about pretty much everything. let's take friends. honestly, i don't feel like i am truly connecting with anyone in my class. i suppose it's my own fault too. see, i dont want to ask too much about their situations, pry too much into their lives, because i am not willing to answer them if they ask the same of me. i dont want to keep asking and then when they ask, say i can't tell them. cause then, i'll just come across as one big fat busybody. and i dont know what is wrong with me, i keep feeling SOOO damn tired. i can't keep up with the whole hyperness and perkiness of this college i swear. sooo ironic that that was what i was first attracted to. RARGH i have to stop this whole bitterness thing going on. this is just a phase. i'll grow up and out of it soon.. i hope.

the weekend is drawing near. whoopie.
no, really. :D