i hate how you've got this hold over me. i swear it can't be that i like you cos everytime you're around i feel like running away. in fact, if you died, i'd probably even be happy cos then you wouldnt be around to affect me anymore. is it normal to feel this stupid??

didnt go to school yesterday. :D finished up a&c essay. the feeling of finishing up an essay beforehand is freaking amazing. haha and studied econs. so yesterday was quite productive. mwuaha. i treated myself to a good stay-home lunch. egg croissant and a peach tart from delifrance. :) then chilled to an hour of koreantv. haha loveletter's really funny. my junjinnie is so strong xD read Tainted Memories of Issey Miyake. it's reallyreallyreally good. i reccomend it to anyone who has a coupla hours to spare. i pretty much couldnt tear myself away from the computer until i finished it. heh. korea is like the country of romance. haha rarghh why couldnt i be born korean :(

school today, as it always is on thurdsays, was really nondescript. but i got thinking today, how i am so unfortunate to know of two extremely different but equally annoying bitches. one, is not afraid to act like a shameless slut. the other, hides behind an angelic demeanour. she makes it impossible for you to hate her by always having something nice to say. honestly, i cannot say which is worse. but being around them is like making me go crazy. i know i am twofaced. i mean how can i not be, bitching about them like this and yet having to smile and be all pally around with them. i really hate myself everytime i laugh with them or be nice to them or whatever. i hate this bloody situation.

so emotionally stressed up, i opted for some sugar theraphy. frosted chocolate malt with d at the airport. a lil too sweet but good nevertheless. and i saw lotsa sia air stewardess there. i reallyreally want to be one. flying around and getting paid. wtf. that's too good to be true la. just don't make me clean up someone's sick. eurgh.

last year this time, i thought two years was too little.
this year this time, i think two years is too freaking long.