it's queer. i had so much to say in here but with the blank white space in front of me now, they tangle up in each other and have become incoherent in my head.
ok let's see..i had a fantastic day today. recipe for Good Days? one part good start, one part good end. doesnt matter what other kind of shit comes in between. :)
so all five of us are going for ocip. hooray? whoopee? nahh. i kind of regret signing up now. went for the mini briefing thing and i'm not getting good vibes coming my way! i'm really like on the verge of coming up with an excuse to withdraw. but i hate myself for always giving up on things even before i start them. example, european history. humans scholarship. history all together. etcetcetc. so many things i've given up on in JC. so many missed out opportunities. it's also really irresponsible of me if i drop out at this point. (and no doubt i'd never hear the end of it) so howw?? aunt offered me a holiday in perth instead! tough choice eh. responsibility vs a REAL holiday. (once again, this reminds me of lit. this time, A&C haha. i guess that's kind of a sign that i should stay away from the pleasure option for it may just be my downfall..)
my bloaty stomach. i'm really worried about it. i've been eating so so little these days yet making rather frequent toilet trips AND YET, my stomach is bloatier than it has ever been before! i'm scared :( dear Lord, i pray that it's not..colon cancer or..worse. my parents even think i'm pregnant(HAHA), that's how badly bloated it was last night. it's feeling better now tho, thank God, so hopefully it's passing on.
oh played street bandy for pe today and i love it! funfunfun. haha. went for book sale at expo after school. so tiringg. but i like booksales because i simply ADORE looking at book covers and also, finding books i used to read when i was young. and now it's time for survivor so everything else has to wait. toodle-loo!