last night i dreamt..

i dreamt that i was talking to my boyfriend on msn. except i had no idea who he was. we were talking about random things. and i think i was happy. then fastforward to a school day. i am walking towards nl6 when mrprince comes up to me and says he needs to talk to me. he asks me to go into the nl opposite nl6. there is a class inside with random people from school. it is a science class. for some reason, i knew that the so called boyfriend i was talking to on msn was in that class. then mrprince starts showing me these exam papers with really really bad marks. and he shows me the very ridiculous mistakes that are lost on me because they are science papers. so all i do is smile and laugh politely. then i realise he is showing me these papers because they are the boyfriend's ones. as i walk out of the nl, the boyfriend comes over, who is a horrible morph of, i dont know, alot of people from all over. as i walk into nl6, i apologise to a morph of prince's body and rama's character but i know the lesson that is going on is econs. i sit next to shar and fiona is next to her. they ask what happened. and i dont know why i smile and say, 'later'.

end of dream.

i think i dreamt about something at the ccab hockey pitch and it's netted fence too. and another msn conversation. and also something to do with the 9oclock show. and something else i can't remember yet the impression of which is still in my brain.

i remember when i used to record my dreams down. they were always warped but i loved reliving them. and sometimes i returned to them.

anyways, i've decided that the worst way to die is no longer drowning, but by an attack of birds! the feathers, the beaks poking every part of your body, the squawks. even if i survived that i would never be able to live again. FCK i hate birds. my stupid bird just flew out of its cage and is sitting on the floor. i dont know wtf to do because i'm all alone at home. so i closed the corridor door and am leaving it to the outside while i stay in my part of the house. i dont care if it dies or flies away, really. and now there are stupid crows squawking outside my window. i think i'll go look for an online game called Kill The Birds or something.