ever wake up from a good dream then try so hard to get back to sleep?
or get a fluke and say you'd appreciate normal so much more if you could just undo that fluke?
i just want things to go back to how they used to be. -lucas scott, one tree hill.

eh well i got that purely from memory so who knows how not word for word it is.

i am kind of looking forward to school reopening. cos that way, i'm ensured that i'll be doing something work related for at least 6 hours a day. i just realised i have a gp compre and essay to do. outside that, i have to complete like 8 (i think) econs essay/essayplans for tuition on sat. and my math is stuck at like chapter 10 (out of 30). and and and lit. uh i dont even know what i'm supposed to do for that. only 3 more days of 'holiday' left!!

anyway, i'm getting increasingly irritated by my parents. and without reason too. i guess that's another thing i'm looking forward to about school reopening. the lesser amount of time i'll have to spend at home.

i feel like such an ungrateful bitch whenever i write things like that.