know what's my form of catharsis?

solitare.

i increasingly don't like blogging here anymore.
i like it but i dont.

i feel like such a fool for bothering to listen. for bothering to act like i care. for bothering to pretend that you're right. for being bothered at all.

ok i have a whole shitload of things to do for school tomorrow. and i'm so freaking tired from school, from tuition and from the voice inside my head.

if i dont mind, it won't matter.
too bad i dont want it to matter only because i mind.