ok so prelim results are outt. and even tho i said i just wanted to pass, and i knew that i really didnt put enough effort to merit stellar grades, it still kinda sucks getting back shitty paper after shitty paper.

the whole day was just pretty much a buildup to 2.30. i wasnt exceptionally stressed over it tho, in fact i was kind of excited. haha. so anyway, we had to go to lt6 to get the papers. and we had to sit according to our index numbers. which was all in all quite weird cos we were all like sitting facing nothing. and then mich starts giving out..what was it..math papers first i think. yeah. got back paper1, was kinda happy. then got back paper2 and was really quite bummed. haha and it's like your brain frantically tries to calculate the average. but anyway, according to the numbers, i failed by a mark on the average. and i was like damn damn damn! BUT THEN, i found an unmarked page and a few miscounted marks. so thank you i passed math, which was the one subject i actually started studying for like in the june hols. haha

econs after that. damn the stupid case study but i did a little better than i thought i would. so yay i can go see my tutor without dying of shame. gp..i'm really really bummed about the essay cos it was out of point! rar but there it goes, the essays i think i write well always end up like crap and the ones i think i write like crap actually end up doing pretty well. so maybe i should just write a crappy one for the As. lit got returned essay by essay so it took reaaaaally long. anyway, everyone around me was doing quite damn well. like 60s for each essay. i, on the other hand, only had two essays that hit 60, and 61 at that. haha plus a 45 for war lit to boot. felt like quite a dumbdumb but i really expected to fail lit with my two page essays so i'm not complaining. then had to wait for everyoneeeee to check marks (which took about half a bloody hour) before i could go and correct my math paper, which i didnt even get back in the end. in fact come to think of it i dont understand why mich made me stay back! roar. x(

all in all, i actually did better for the subjects i was really worried about than for those i even had an inkling of hope for. so i can't really be happy or sad. my mood ring's clear and i'm completely emotionless. hahah.

went down to collect my new passport after that. oh and apparently my parents and sis had made grade predictions for me while waiting for me in the car. haha mum said CCD (ha ha fat hope man), sis said BOO (uh thanks? haha) and dad said.....FFF! hahahahaha. so anyway ALL WRONG PEOPLE. it's somewhere in the middle of theseeeee.

had dinner at eastcoast. then came back and watched tvtvtv! the 9oclock show is damn cool! nice twists. (altho i always second-guess them haha) ohh and new season of survivor has started! wooot there are cute guys! none as cute as skinnyboy ian tho. hahah.

it aint over yet, thank you! :)