person one
i knew from the start, what kind of person you were. but i allowed myself to become blind to that because you were nice to me. i'm susceptible to people who are nice to me. i can't help it. but now it's like something changed. everything you say has a hidden meaning. i'm kind of sad. i used to think we were pretty good friends. but now i dont knoww. i dont know what changed, you, me or the situation. but i dont think i can be near you anymore because i dont know if i can pretend it's still the same, and i swear i'm not overreacting on this one.

person two
i feel horrible horrible horrible keeping this from you. you are the one that knows what no one else knows but doesnt know what everyone else does. ironic huh. i dont think i can ever tell you till it's over, so please stop asking cos it just puts ideas and questions into my head :(

person three
you're a really good person, but i'm sorry i can't give you what you want/need.

person four, five and possibly six
i'm still trying to figure you out.

and to myself
i'm sorry i keep screwing things up for you.

i hate walking to the train station alone :( in the hot sun too! argh.

edit* omg i'm officially freaking myself out.
hahahah something is seriously wrong with me
but oh well this makes me feel better for now..
:O
i'm such a bitch!