the more you try to stay away from something the more you think about it and the less effective it becomes. haha anyway, i've decided that it's bullshit studying all day and then somemore at night. i think the overstudying has taken it's toll on my brain and memory and body. anyway, yesterday, was supposed to go down to school to study/litmocks. but woke up feeling so BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH. so obviously i was going to skip 2hrs of public transport + 3hrs of lit since i could help it. went over to aunt's house again. she's decided to give us the keys so we can just pop over whenever we want without her having to come all the way down. haha. didnt manage to do alot tho. just a math paper. poo. then came home and FINALLY started filling in my studyplan. i havent put in any lit work into the timetable tho. i just dont know what to do for it! argh.

woke up early today. headed down to ikea. which was totally draining for some reason. but good meatballs! good icecream! and lotsa cool furniture i want! all i got was a pink rolly box tho (and come to think of it, i dont actually have anything to put in it.) headed down to aunt's house AGAIN. did econseconsecons and a bit of math. sigh. it's really tough trying to keep up with the studyplan! my head hurttts and i just want to crumple up and dieeeee(or hibernate till the 24th). dont knoww if i'll go for lit mocks tomorrow. i know i SHOULD but argh the thought of it. X(