i just spent like two hours reading my blog from last year and a bit of this year's early posts too. and wow i realised i changed alot alot alot in the past two years. like ALOT. hahah. and i also realised that i'm really glad that i've graduated. i mean sure there were the good memories but, by golly, there were a hell lot of shit memories too. =x for one, those super embarrssing j1 history moments. oh gosh i SHUDDER thinking of them. last year was really a MESS. a big fat mess i don't think i want to go through again. in fact i'm marvelling at how i got through that messy year. =x reading those entries, i realised just how childish i was in j1 haha. HOWEVER. despite it all, i'm grateful for those two years. for the FRIENDS i made, for the good memories and for the lessons learnt. :)

anyway, today was significantly less productive than yesterday :( slept damn late last night. like at 2am, cos for some reason i wasnt very sleepy. (probably too pumped from my productiveness HAHA) so was just onlinee, savouring my last three days of internet freedom. (and i'm glad i did what i did. hehe.) hmm woke up preeety early today at 9. so proud of myself. haha. headed down to holland v to study with fi, karen and debs. it was terribly unproductive though. shopped a bit at that coldstorage place. i love that place. full of interesting shops :) hehe then headed down for tuition. damn i was falling asleep (as usual!) haha but i love mrslee :) she's so damnn nice. and she gave me pineapple tarts! hahah.

ok i'm gonna go try do moree workkk. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

oh and this is my sad attempt to make me love lit a little more..

pretty pink ribbon to tie up them damned books. butttt it's a bit too weak. HAHA talk about sad attempts.

did you know... my heart dropped for 8seconds last night?