the gp paper (that's like general paper paper) today is just like a sign of things to come. sometimes i REALLY WONDER WHY I DECIDED TO GO TO ARTS. BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL SUCK AT WRITING. so damn annoying. i dont think paper one was hard. i just dont know why idiotic and stupid and retarded me decided to do the question that i did. anyway, paper one was not really the problem. cos while i thought i wrote a sucky essay, i was optimistic that i might pass it like on the dot or something cos the cambridge markers supposedly have very low expectations of singaporeans' english. paper two. suprisesuprise it was one passage. but the questions were quite ok. bloody summary kinda killed me. i took FORTYFIVE DAMN minutes to do it. and even then, i couldnt finish it! wtf. i just couldnt!?!!! i had to stop so that i would have at least 15minutes to do my AQ. this was a very bad move btw. giving the 7mark question 45minutes and the 8mark question 15. anyway AQ sucked just as bad. dont even know what on earth they want. and i had no time to even think of a structure or what ever so i just wrote non stop. the prelims werent even this bad. and i passed prelims by a mark.

i predict shit like this happening for all three lit papers as well.

i'm so annoyeddddd. why must i suck so bad at writing?! i didnt use to be so bad or hate it so much. AC like totally killed it for me. which is so ironic. because AC's supposed to be damn good at gp and lit. if i really do fail gp, then screwwww the A levels man. i don't want to do it all over again. :( pfftttt.

everything sucks right now. i dont know why people are behaving like they are behaving. i dont know why i am behaving like i'm behaving. the aircon today was SO COLD. (i blame 20% of the disaster today on the aircon being too cold.) and iago talks TOO DAMN MUCH. he should just shut up. someone should have killed him and then othello could have been a nice story about othello and desdemona loving each other and speaking in SHORT VERSE.

you talk like i care.