i crown today the king of wasted days. from 8 to 4, i just went for two briefings that didnt particularly concern me, moved to and fro my temp table and proper table three times, ate two yummy meals, snacked alot (they feed their teachers really well! there's like snacks and candy gifts everywhere and everyday?! haha) and read alot. oh and also pmsed alot. and whined alot. i was so happy when 4 o clock came :D

oh yeah. and this morning i had horrible sinking realisation that i have become one of the flock of working people walking to the busstop/mrtstation in the morning. it was very depressing... i really don't want to grow old... and i dont really know why i'm worrying about this now when my problem should be my inability to grow up.

my body acheees. my head hurrrrts. my eyes are tireeeed. and i'm stuffing myself. (i kind of like stuffing myself. it reminds me of shg in fullhouse. she looks so pretty/cute stuffing herself. but i'm pretty sure she's one of the very few who can look pretty/cute stuffing themselves) let's seee, today, i ate.. a small cute otah bun, two small cubes of brownies, two small slices of fruit cake, one and a half rice crackers, about half the packet of round chicken twisties (it was just sitting in front of me all opened and no one was touching it....), chicken rice, dry meesiam, nohiah (or however you spell that), one ferrero rocher, three kaya buns (!!), carrot cake, prawn dumpling, alot of longans, pork and rice aaaaand that's all i think. OHMYGOODNESS. if vomitting didnt gross me out as much as it does, i think i would go uh purge myself right now.

i'm having some difficulty taking full breaths these days. i'm a biiiiiiit concerned. :(

it's faaaaaaaaaaaading away..............................into something better?