i'm so retarded. i'm not studying but watching videos. 0.0 shar's msg about jasonmraz's video made it dawn upon me that i never saw any videos of him before! haha except like a little bit of wordplay (but i saw more of the funny wizard than him). so i just spent two hours downloading videos of him and watching them. man he's so adorable doing his own thangg. except he KIND OF reminds me of mrprince a bit.. which is very freaky. and a bit of a turnoff. HAHA or maybe i'm guiltridden cos i'm supposed to be doing othello and not watching mrazy. then i went to watch survivorlive. and brandonboy cut his hair! hahahah OMG he looks EVEN HOTTER NOW. and that texas accent. and that leather jacket..........
ok and i'm starting to sound like a bimbo now :(

anyway. service today was about abortion. and they showed this reallyreallyreally SAD video called Diary Of A Preborn Child . i was seriously going to cry right there and then. but i had to hold it in cos it would quite embarrassing. yeah. i'm never gonna get an abortion that's for sure.

westlife music has been my company for today. brings back memories of secsch times. times less stressful. times when work wasnt this painful and hard. they've been good for the nerves. :D

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