was looking at my 'let's chat' book from primary four the other day. the book was something my p4 teacher (who happens to be my favourite teacher of all time) encouraged us to do. it was a book for letters between the student and teacher. and because i absolutely adored her, i wrote quite often. haha. it was really interesting reading it. cos now i have dual perspective. reading my letters to her, i remember being a primary school student, and how school and teachers seemed then. and reading her letters to me, i now realise and understand alot more the things she said to me.

and today, when this girl from my old form class came and sat with me as i marked my books on the bench, i realised i was completely living out my childhood dream. haha i remember how in primary school, teachers were the coolest people ever to me and marking books was my lifelong ambition. the other day as i was going to the staff toilet, i met a p1 girl i taught before and she was like 'hi teacher! where are you going?' and i said i was going to the toilet and she looked in such awe as i opened the door to the staff toilet and exclaimed, 'wow! so the big people go there?' hahaha it was the cutest thing ever, her amazement and the way she called us 'big people'.

i think i'm coming dangerously close to actually really liking my job. 0.0