ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm so confused. i'm on the verge of just saying forget it to smu cos i just can't freaking be bothered to photocopy and send all those documents. especially if in the end i choose NUS. then what was the whole damn point of me doing all that work? and speaking of NUS, i have a very strong urge to change my first choice to psychology. because, to be dramatic, something stirred in me today. (HAHAHAH omg that sounds so weird) but like i really really feel like i want to be a primary school teacher. cos during the meeting today, they were talking alot about promotions and stuff. and i totally feel like i can do it. i mean it's something i can work towards. and most importantly, something i WANT to work towards. and if that is really the career path i want to take, then why the hell am i going to study business accountancy for the next three years?! i mean at least psychology is applicable. but then the practical bit kicks in. like if i lose interest in teaching, a specialised accounting degree will get me a job alot easier than a general psychology degree would. this is really so irritating.

random funny incident. these two boys came up to me and asked, 'miss goh! do you know where yang lao shi is?' and because i have no idea what the MT teachers' names are i had to ask which one that was. i was expecting some kind of physical description but all i got was, 'the chinese one'. 0.0