argh. i hateeee doing uni applications! why must they be so hard :( i just spent freaking one hour doing uni apps without any idea what i was doing or what i was applying for, only to keep closing the window because i realise i have to write some 300-1200 thing on what i can bring to the school, or what valuable thing i learnt from my (truthfully, non-existent) cca. i could have died when one of the forms asked me to list 'three of the most important ccas'. how about i only have one cca which i can't even bring myself to write down because we only had about 4 meetings in a year?? my head hurts and i really honestly dont feel like applying anywhere cos i dont want to study anymore. especially if i make the wrong damn decision and have to deal with wasting 4 freaking years of my life on a completely irrelevant and boring course. argh.

anyways, went shopping with rachel at bugis today! spent quite alot on tops! haha but they were quite good buys i guess. so it's good :D hehe. i'm completely overdosing on sugar. which is bad. but the more i tell myself to cut down, the more i pile it on. like today i kept popping in yucky cola haribos and ribena pastiles the whole day. plus i had a chocolate eclair from beard papa (which was really awesome but!). and when i got home, i kept eating my apricot delights. oh yes, not to mentioned the canned pineapples in the morning. and the whole day, i drank less than a bottle of water. i'm so screwed. i'm supposed to be almost diabetic! ok i am SWEARING OFF SUGAR for the rest of the holidays. i mean it!!