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Monday, April 24, 2006

did paper cuts with my p1s for art today and i literally got a paper cut on my finger. damnit i really HATE paper cuts! it sliced through my middle finger and the blood just oozed out like crazy and i had to hide it from the kids so as not to freak them out but at the same time i was totally freaking out. the sight of blood coming out from me just makes my stomach weak with fear.

anyway, i had so many things to blog about but i just dont know how to put them in proper sentences. it's like..

11yearolds pushing my limit. red hot kicks butt. mass consumption of paper. manjaness. paper gifts. loveables and cloy-ables. hearing the same passage being read over and over and over again. semi truce with MHC. yellow2 in glasses. -.- over wrongly spelt words. effective teaching of science. and it's good to be 'home'.

oh and there was this p1 girl who was really annoying me throughout the whole day by asking me repeatedly what we were going to do next. and the thing is i didnt have any instructions from their teacher so i myself didnt even know what we were going to do next. and she kept giving me suggestions like playing egg race (!!) or musical chairs which as a general rule you dont play in a classroom! that's just like suicide for the teacher. but at the end of the day she came up to me and said 'thank you for making our day so fun' or something to that effect and that just totally melted my frustrations man. haha.

anyway, i'm totally out of my wits trying to think of what to do for p6 art on wed. according to the SOW it's supposed to be candle art which is COMPLETELY out of the question because, one, i dont even know wtf candle art is supposed to be. two, i'm swearing off buying things for them to do for art and i seriously do not think that any of them would bring a candle if i told them to. and three, i just really do not see any of them doing anything artistic with candles. 0.0 so basically, i need something that is simple and easy to do and, here's the tricky part, doesnt entail any art materials whatsoever. yes, i think i'm screwed too. x_x


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