i find it highly ironic that the class names that some classes have are so in contrast to everything they are.

for example. today i took 1HARMONY, and harmonious is about the last word i would use to describe that class. they have got to be the most rowdy p1 class i've taken. and i've taken pretty much all the classes already. they run about, refuse to listen, do not respond to instructions, cannot for the life of them line up and basically just talk/shout too much. the only thing they've got going for them is their extreme cuteness. which kind of sucks because i'm a total sucker for cuteness. HOWEVER, after hanging out with them for the whole damn day, i was literally on the verge of losing my voice, my mind and my sanity. i used to like them so much when i took them for music. i always wished i would have the chance to relief them but after today, hell no i never want to step in that class again man. i mean, they're great kids and all but i just dont have what it takes to control them.

had such a supreme headache after that. and had remedial with 3KINDNESS, and in the same way, kind is about the last word i would use to describe them today. cos their form teacher wasnt there, i had to take them on my own. and omg, i was on the verge of committing suicide. i really dont understand why they refuse to listen to me. i tried asking them nicely to let me finish so i could let them go off, but no, they ignored me. i tried lecturing them and scolding them, but no, they were quiet for 5 minutes before going back to their usual selves. my head was throbbing so bad from their noise and the pressure to finish the workbook, i apparently looked very flustered when their form teacher came back. i was so pissed off after that. argh.

so anyway, today pretty much sucked. i'm so sick of shouting. especially when it's to no avail. and i dont like having no one to complain to in school! rahh. you are officially missed miss lam! :( :( :(

oh on a lighter note, the p1s are really adorable. like one of the girls from 1 harmony asked me why i havent come for music class in so long even though she always sees me during recess. and throughout the day, alot of them asked me if it was music lesson. i mean i havent taken them for music in like two months! but they still think i'm their music teacher. 0.0 and i relieved my ex p1 social studies class as well today. i had only seem them for ss twice. but when i went in and greeted them, telling them my name, they were like 'of course we know your name! you're our social studies teacher!' and i was like oh man. hahahah. i was really touched because i barely had an impression of that class. i guess it's cos the p1s know very few teachers in school so they pretty much remember every single one that steps into their class.

argh i still feel shitty. i feel burnt out. i feel ridiculous. but i know, that even the slightest thing can turn that around.