i'm so confused/conflicted (see i dont even know which word to use). i want to tell yan seah that i don't want to take my coform class anymore for tomorrow, since she's already given me that option. but i just looked at the absentees board for tomorrow and the form teacher of my king of terror's class is absent tomorrow. so i'm scared, with my luck, i'll end up getting that class instead. and i kind of don't know which is worse. at the same time, i dont even feel like going to school tomorrow because there's survivor finale till 2AM later on!

and i'm so damn tired i want to sleep but i'm scared i won't wake up and end up missing my finale! (i don't actually know why i watched this season because i don't like any of the survivors this time round.) and i feel really sick and nauseous but i'm getting hunger pangs every now and then.

just watched oprah on ch5 and it made me cry :( haha how dumb. but anyway, i think she makes a great salesperson because she made me want to go and get all those things that were on her "Oprah's Favourite Things" list. ESPECIALLY the food and in particular the Garrett Popcorn Shops' CaramelCrisp® and CheeseCorn™ Tin and Brownies from Moveable Feast Geneva and Pure Color Cords (ok this aint food). damn. consumers in the US are so lucky!