i think i'm a very confused person. i hate something, but then decide i don't. i am happy, but then decide i'm not. i'm excited, but then decide i'm scared. i'm sad, but then decide i don't need to be. i'm unhappy and frustrated, but i don't know why. i know something is bad for me, but i keep doing it anyway. i make an ultimatum but change my mind the next. i make a decision, but all i need is someone to convince me otherwise. i say something, then immediately want to take it back. i dont say something, and immediately wish i did. i can't stand having some people around, but when they're not i feel sad. i scream at a person, but laugh with them the next moment. i laugh with a person, but scream at them the next. i sometimes walk around forgetting what i'm feeling.

there's one feeling i'm always sure of though, and that's the feeling of being bored. which is what i am undoubtedly feeling now.

so i shall make random comments and post random pictures.

i love OSTs. especially korean OSTs.

I never realised how hard it is to type proper. With capital letters at the right places and all. It's always so unnatural when i type emails to the other teachers. Just wrote a really long email to Ferlynn just now and it was hecka hard! Hurr. I guess it's because all the typing practise I've had has been for blogging, MSN and informal emails and the such.

i HATE to fold clothes! omg that's the worst household chore ever. i'd rather iron ten piles of clothes then fold five piles of clothes. ugh. whenever the new laundry comes, i always have the urge to just chuck the whole thing into my cupboard. which is actually what i usually do. haha.

i REALLY admire people to can walk effortlessly in heels.

i sometimes wonder how come my memories of primary school life are so different from what i see now. maybe it's something to do with my coming from a girls primary school.

and i totally suck at freecell. i just had 3 consecutive 'YOU LOSE!'s :(

ok random pictures time!

i was looking through some of the stuff the kids give me and out of the drawings they gave me, here's the most unflattering picture of me.



i don't even get a proper body! and worst of all, i'm a MRS. -.- this one was a strong contender too..



complete with my out of control hair and my tag. haha when the p1 boy gave it to me i was just like.. ha ha thank you that's so nice! he's really cute tho :)

and in contrast, here's the most flattering (and unrealistic) one. haha



complete with full lips and long wavy hair and accesorised with dangly earrings and boots. whoa. haha.

on a completely different topic, isn't he the most beautiful thing ever?



i've been facinated by his beauty for forever man. how he can be so beautiful but not in a girly sissy way. haha.

and finally, how can i leave out the fantastic mr a to z.



i LOVE these pictures of him. i ripped them from one of his fanlistings. oops =x anyway, i think it's so cute that his shirt says "pretty man" because his ex's last name was prettyman! haha man he plays with all words, even names 0.0