i find stepping on dried leaves and hearing the CRUNCH sound beneath my feet strangely therapeutic. i've always loved purposely walking and stepping on those dead things.

today was one of those shit days where 65bucks just dont justify the pain. i spent 8 periods with that class. no shit 8 PERIODS. i.e. FOUR BLOODY HOURS. and let's just say that by the end of the day, on my way home, i was avidly stepping on brown leaves, imagining them to be those damn kids, and CRUNCHING them with a vengeance. grawr.

i feel so crabby. everyone and everything is irritating me and getting me down :( hopefully tomorrow will do me good (yay vesak day!)

anyways, i'm a damn retard. NUS FASS day is on 20 May but i dont feel like going! cos i dont have anyone to go with me :( damn i hate new schools :( boooo. the idea of uni is just both really frightening yet kinda exciting. eeks. argh. grrr. blah.