OMG EURGH i feel so fat and disgusting. my stomach is like PROTRUDING. my very tactful mother even commented that my stomach is getting 'bigger and bigger' and that i better do something before it becomes a 'spare tyre'. but seriously. i really hate my stomach. it's like the bulk of all the fats i consume go straight there and STAY there. argh damnnit. i am hereby making another of my useless declarations that i never keep, but i am going on a diet! after today, i will not eat any more snacks. (except the two more packets of twisties in school) i will lay off icecream and cakes and chocolates, even though i'm craving like hell for them right now. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anyways, i just realised something pretty cool and freaky. as of today, there are only three classes in the whole of sengkang primary that i have not stepped into. 0.0 now i have a list of the classes with smiley or not so smiley faces on them to remind me which classes to look forward to or look out for. haha. and for the record, the p6 level has the most number of :( faces and the p1s the most number of :) faces.

anyway, today i very unfortunately had to relief the class where my king of terror reigns. HE SERIOUSLY MAKES MY LIFE MISERABLE MAN. i enter the class, and am talking to one of the kids to find out where their teacher stopped and suddenly i feel some water droplets on my face. at first i thought i was imagining it so i just ignored it. then i felt it AGAIN and i realised that the freaking kid was taking his water bottle to squirt at me. and when i went over to give him a good piece of my mind, he squirted even more, taking full advantage of the fact that i was directly in front of him. i was like WTF! thank goodness i have dealt with him before so i know better than to lose my cool. on the outside that is. i mean inside, it's like ARGHHHH. it takes EVERYTHING in me not to strangle him man. i scold him, he laughs at me. i try to talk to him, he runs away from me. he is so full of shit man. he just undermines me as a teacher so whenever he is in my class, i just lose my teacher mentality and i can't control the class cos i'm so frazzled by him. thank goodness it was only for a period.

more compo marking after school today. it was more painful than anything else this time tho. i mean, after reading the same story over and over again in varying degrees of bad english, you just want to stab something.

you know, it kind of sucks that in this week, all my art classes are cancelled EXCEPT the p6 class. i mean, talk about suay man. and i only just remembered that i see them tomorrow. but i dont care. after last week, it really can't get any worse.

ok. am really tired now man. i only had 3 and a half hours of sleep last night! and today was so completely packed. not to mention tuition with my erratic boy. his mood swings are so extreme man! he swings from not wanting to talk to me or do his work to not wanting to stop talking in a flat second and i really REALLY cannot decide which is worse.