i just ate an empty hello panda!! i feel so cheated :(

the last proper meal i ate was at 10am. then i had three little dimsums at 2pm. and when i finally finished with brownies at 6, i was RAVENOUS and my stomach was groaning and really painful. but the only foodstuff i had handy in the staffroom were granola bars, yoghurt bars, hobnobs and hellopanda. so i grabbed the least gross hello pandas and yoghurt bars. and now i'm overloaded and grossed out on sugar.

hmm today was a shitty day spent with a bunch of rude kids who pissed the crap out of me. but there were a few saving graces to the day yet. anyway, during the meeting there was some sharing from the teachers who went to china about the china education system. which was actually quite cool and interesting...until i realised there were three presentations. but it was really quite enlightening because my preconceived notion of schools over there was that it would be quite backward and all but it was really quite the opposite. in fact, it kind of made our classrooms looks rather primitive.

anyway, the school is all prepping up for the 10th anniversary carnival! so fun! haha i always loved preparing for funfairs. like the pl funfairs and funorama of course. and i'm quite happy because i'm involved with the prizes committee. didnt think i would be down since i'm supposed to leave before the carnival but apparently i'm the prize wheel spinner. hahahah. ok.

there's something mysterious going on with my right hand. a couple of days back, there was this like small, round open wound on it. and before that started to disappear, a few days later, a long scratch appeared. like wth i dont even know how?! i kind of like the injured look those scars give my hand tho. haha very befitting of my mood these days. argh i sound quite emo here eeks no ok no. dont know how to describe it but i'm not like that kind of suicidal emo want to listen to emo songs and whine to people (just my blog haha) kind of emo no but just having very odd emotion swings that are too ridiculous and embarrassing to even talk about. think it's my ritual super extended PreMS.