i left camp early because because beacause.

so far no one seems to understand except liming. my parents hid their mortification quite well and were truly quite supportive. especially my dad (hearts to him :) ) i feel quite idiotic because i have to explain to many people why i'm back early. anyway, that one day has thoroughly shaken me because i realise i'll be leaving behind ALL my comfort zones come 7aug and the feeling is not good at all.

feeling somewhat bordering on depression and upset with myself. meeting liming later for an afternoon of consolation and chillout. thank god for little big pillars of strength :) will blog more about the camp later!

stop living the lie.