i always get confused with the words disillusioned and deluded. in my head they are always the same, but they are actually really different. opposites maybe? hmm.

anyways, today didnt go to church, stayed at home to watch the cityharvest telecast on the internet. but i fell asleep like two times?! =x i'm really horrible. i could tell my mum was kind of annoyed. and i felt quite guilty, but i just can't sit still and listen to ppl these days. which kinda rocks seeing how school is starting and all..

then went downtown to shop a bit. spent quite alot. damn, i think it's going to be real hard getting used to allowance instead of pay. booo.

argh, anyway, i'm off the shoppinghigh and quite urgh about matriculation tomorrow. and poor grace is still stuck in korea! hmm. thankfully fifi is gonna accompany me tomorrow :) yay i love you! haha. k i should go fill out those forms or something. but i feel like colouring in the colouring book i made my mum buy for me. HAHA. omg i'm so having mood swings now. byeee.