i think my working the past 7 months has trained me to wake up early. i can no longer sleep till like the afternoon. and it's kinda annoying, especially when i sleep late the night before! i just keep waking up and can't go back to sleep even though i'm real tired :( arghh.

anyways, yesterday, went for orientation talks with shiwen. it really scares me to think of my situation if shiwen wasnt going to nus fass as well. anyway, the fact is she is so yay :) i know the whole point of university is to be more independent, but the magnitude of everything is just scaring me into the opposite direction. i think i might be extremely neurotic and insecure and overly dependent in the coming months. more so than usual. so um, sorry in advance? =x and thanks to those who have been bearing the brunt of it recently. haha.

went down to ecp for the camp bbq. it was like deja vu walking to the furthest bbq pit again. but luckily this time there was wind. and it was already dark. so the walking was actually quite nice. it was quite weird because i didnt know anybody, save for my those in my og. hmm but somehow we stayed till quite late. it got nice after a while cos ppl kept serving us food. haha and the breeze that night was really nice! :)