went to school today hoping that it would be more productive than spending the whole day online at home. i think i spent less than half the time i was in school in my chair tho. first it was photocopying then printing. then we decided to go for lunch before it got crowded. so trooped down to yih for subwaysalad. which was a clever move cos barely 10mintues later, the place was swarmed cos of the soci paper (i presume) that just finished. everyone takes soci man. saw a whole bunch of my sec4 classmates in one shot (which is really rare). and then after getting over that, saw a bunch of our og people. haha. so joined them upstairs at munchiemonkey. where i saw jeannieeee who always loves to physically abuse me when she sees me! haha. but i really love seeing her around. :):)

by the time we got back to our books it was 2ish. and we made multiple trips for snacks and water refills too. haha. anyway, english is a piece of shit. anyone who thinks English 1101E is "easy", "something you shouldnt fail and should get an A for" etcetc obviously either has no idea what the module entails or has linguism in their blood. i really hate it when people tell me i shouldnt be fretting over "English" btw. just because it's called "English" doesnt mean it's a no-brainer cos i've been speaking and doing "English" practically all my life. i mean speaking and studying "English" is just about zero help in transcripting phonetic symbols and forming rule notations for phrases and sentences or explaining how one word can have so many damn different word classes. omg i would never major in english cos i'll never be able to speak or read the same way again. even now i have the urge to break apart every sentence into it's "noun, verb, pronoun, adjective, adverb, determinant and preposition" which is just psychotic if you ask me. we were so mortified trying out the past year papers. cos there's seriously a possibility of failing even armed with notes, the text and a dictionary. the truest testament to our levels of stress was our laughing outbursts. mine in particular. i dont know wtf happened but suddenly everything was funny. 0.0 i'm so thankful shiwen has become used to my stress laughs. cos everytime she opened her mouth to ask me something i would burst out laughing. i felt so damn psycho. :( pls pray i dont start laughing in the exam hall tmr when i see the paper man.

ok i feel much better ranting out here. i feel less stressed. everything will be ok. it is very cold. i hate being home alone. i will go study now. toodles.