seem to have lost momentum in the daily blogging thing. i really want to organize what's been going on outside and inside my head but they are in such an utter clutter i dont know where to start. school's been unexpectedly stressful. i actually have to keep reminding myself that it is only week three and i shld maybe like just chill a bit. cos i'm stressing out but not actually doing anything about it. so it's all very pointless and tiring. haha. i guess it's just that now i already know what's coming up ahead as compared to last sem where i was so blissfully unaware of the termpapers and projects that would come hitting me on the face. anyway i've been told that my blog scares ppl so a little disclaimer here (ha ha): i write based on how i perceive events in my life and sometimes (ok alot of times) i panic alot and everything seems horrible and stressful and plain AWFUL. this is not to say that the events are not horrible and stressful and awful. they are. to me. they just may not be to other people. haha.

that said, i will continue. but like i said earlier earlier, i'm finding it hard to organise my random thoughts. so they are just going to come out like that - random. school today was bodering on nice. js tutorial was pleasant but probably only because i had shiwen and fi and we already had our group. hehe. tutor is rather nice and unintimidating so yay. then socialpsych lecture. i'm getting used to her english, which is half worrying. tutorial for that is tomorrow and I'M ALONEEEE :( first of my three lonely tutorials. boooo. i just hope i have nice tutorialmates and that people would want me in their group cos i need a group for this tutorial. eeek. totally dreading tomorrow man. :(

hm what else. i hate paper cuts. :( i hate it when they play justforgags on tvmobile (i'm pretty sure i've mentioned this before haha) when i'm alone on the bus cos i really want to laugh but cant for fear of people thinking i'm weird. :( and liming is going to melb to study next month. :(:(

anyway, good luck miss huang for your first day of school tomorrow! :D