it's like physically impossible to have episodes of greys and not watch it. i disgustingly watched 5episodes today. despite the fact that i still have tests coming up and shit loads of reading to do. and it's taking everything in me to not continue. AHHHH.

anyway one test down! :D only three more tests till i can breathe again. take that deep breath i'll need for my manymany term papers and projects. second half of sem sucks!

my timetable of late has been a complete mess. i hate waiting on people to confirm times with me and the such. i hate feeling so completely out of control of my own life. i hate living so far away from school. i hate how "un-independent" i am (no, not dependent. just not independent.). and i wish i had conviction.

i love words.

i'm sorry, your contempt rubbed off me.
i'm sorry your contempt rubbed off me.