i love the feeling i get when an anticipated bad day turns out, well not good but not so bad after all. haha. it's a feeling of relief, of "oh maybe life isnt that bad", of peace and semi-happiness. haha. was really dreading today cos i had to sort out my socialpsych skit (which is happening tomorrow) and had to go for js tute when i knew nuts about the topic cos i missed the lecture (due to oversleeping) and, worst of all, had to go for socialpsych lecture alone :(

met my groupmates at 11 to finetune our script. had my first major sigh of relief because i secured the role of narrator. haha! even tho i'll be speaking the most tomorrow, at least i wont be acting. which is one thing i just cannot do. then met fi for js tute. i just kept my mouth shut mostly. cos i seriously had no idea what was going on. only spoke when i was sure nothing stupid was going to come out of my mouth. i.e. less than five times. went for lunch at coffeeclub express, with rachel too. the sandwiches are pretty darn good! tho in hindsight, 5bucks for a sandwich is, simply put, OVERPRICED! heh. socialpsych after. it was at this point where i realised how insecure i am. going for lecture alone shouldnt be a bigdeal for a soon-to-be 20-year-old (ugh). but i felt so damn unsettled. haha. then people kept sitting next to me then moving away making me even more unsettled. then this girl sat next to me. turns out she's an exchange student from L.A. (but she's chinese) by the name of emily. and the reason why i know all this is cos she just started talking to me. haha. but she was really nice and was my company for lecture and break :) then project meeting again after lecture. i think we're all quite happy with it and considering how we only had two meetings to prepare it, i think we did a pretty commendable job :D trained home with jesmine after that. i love how i always seem to have groupmates who stay in the east. yay!

tuition after. it's really awful teaching a kid how to add beyond the fingers on her hands. omg i could have died just now. i wish parents would hire people to play with their kids instead of teach them. my kind of job! haha. ok throat hurts :( i think it's my sister's constant coughing in my face! rar. i just want it to last for tomorrow! cant wait for skit to be over!! i really really hope it'll go fineee. k i should go finetune it now!