this week looks to suck. started with a great BLUE monday. morning car sickness. getting bitten by ants of various sizes. coming to school at 8 freaking am and barely studying. two hours of soci. TWO HOURS is just too damn long man. and js. which i will not talk about for fear of coming off as anti-japanese. i'm not, really. i'm just terribly uninterested in them and their culture. and it pains me that i have to learn their ancient history and exceedingly complicated writing/language system (which is made up of chinese and english loan words of sounds, meanings and characters like wtf) head was hurting so bad i decided to skip social psych. was meant to study. but i wasted my time getting lost in tampines and then coming home to youtube (which does wonders for headaches). then gave tuition to my girl who was extremely talkative today. i think i might have been a bit mean cos her incessant chatter was really driving me up the wall. but actually, no i was really civil and nice, all things considered. anyway, i dont know why i just cant bring myself to study for soci :( probably cos i know i'm going to do badly. so this way i can blame my laziness for having not studied, not my stupidity, when i get that C or D even. i believe this is called self-handicapping or sandbagging even (social psych still haunts me!) though not studying can be considered rather stupid. sigh thinking about tomorrow gives me a headache. test plus history tute (TWOHOURSARGH) plus intense revision for the history test on thurs. i just want this week to be over. and the next. and the next. and the next. and the next and so on.