i think i have a toothache and it's affecting my mood.

i dont like mondays and js tutorial and how the tutor assumes every one is so damn interested in japan and its popular culture that we would know it's characteristics. i think i've listened to about one japanese song and watched one japanese movie. and i realised i am really not an intellectual seriously i simply cannot derive any pleasure whatsoever from questioning socially constructed terms. and i'm sick of sitting there for one hour feeling stupider than i need to be feeling as they discuss academic writing styles. ugh. japanese studies is without a doubt, the worst experience i'm having in nus thus far. i really hate academic snobs. haha. i just want to have mindless discussions CAN?

anyway here's a really nice story our social psych tutor shared with us: The Missing Piece Meets The Big O

i think i need to cry. maybe i'll watch the last part of episode 17 of heroes again.