i'm so annoyed at myself for being heavily affected by... four letters. i should totally get over it already but what i want to do is erase erase and ERASE. please?

anyway, i've been confined in my room for three days already. i havent stepped out of my house since saturday when i went to church with jol. time is crawling yet it's running out. and i am so sick of studying! ARGHHHHH.