cabbed down to ucc to meet rosni for stardust! out of the 21 performances, i only enjoyed 4, one of which was a four song set by the previous winner. he's damn good!! much better than this year's winner -.- oh yes and it was my first time being a patron at ucc, and like i told ros, the seats make sitting not much better than standing. haha it feels weird being a patron tho! having other people holding the door for me etcetc. ANYWAYS.
us at interval! heh :)the show actually dragged on quite long and i only got home past 11. so once again have not done anything about my stupid packing.
just now walking back, i felt this fear. lately half of me keeps thinking, if this falls through and i dont get to go for some reason, i would actually feel relief more than anything else. i want to take so many people with me to help me go through with it but i cant. all i can bring are stupid clothes etc. i really need to grow up aye.