i feel damn filled with inertia. i am constantly pushing things to the back of my mind causing it to be EXTREMELY cluttered at this point.

today, i went down to mustafa/queensway to get luggage and stuff. seriously, i have no idea what i would do without my aunt. but i feel extremely guilt-ridden now. and then i came home planning to start packing but packing is not something i like to do alone. (because i'm useless yes i know) so i took a walk to whitesands to buy dinner and walk around a bit aimlessly. and came back and had dinner alone and then my dad came home with durian puffs and cakes cos i asked for durian but the durian stalls were all closed. and i am rambling.

i like staying up into the night (when it's not for mugging). i am feeling rather depressed now because i just finished watching Maundy Thursdays. seriously superb acting from kang dong won. great storyline. and i really like how it was filmed too. korean movies are really so much better than those tearjerkers they are so (in)famous for. this one's about a man on deathrow btw. i realise i really like movies that explore why a person commits a crime or deviation even. nice to know they are not all crazed maniacs. but sad to see how society punishes so indiscriminately. RAH I AM SAD.

ok. i should sleep soon. more things to do tomorrow. plus all those things i said (in my head) i would do today but evidently didnt.