i hate it when i'm "sick". everything seems so tiring and so impossible. like how am i going to pass my ntu modules, esp the very bleak biopsych and cognitive development of which i've been to one lecture each and less than half the tutorials for both. and i've mentioned this before, but why is it that the bio parts of biopsych are not written in english?? if you throw me some brain part/neurotransmitter or whatever thingy name now i'm pretty sure i would not be able to throw you back a vague idea of what it is even though (!) i've read most of the text already. and the freaking lecturer didnt even mention anything about the format which scares me greatly. 2 and a half hours of the Great Unknown for my first ntu exam. super super.

so tired. hate the battle that is the Finals and how i always seem to fall sick around that time. dont know which irritates me more - that being sick interferes with my studying or that studying (and the stress) exacerbates my sickness. hate my pathetically weak body and whatever it is in the air that is ATTACKING ME RIGHT NOW.