i most definitely have an anxiety problem.

am going crazy worrying about everything and nothing. and altho somewhere in the back of my mind i know this is all not of catastrophic nature, i still worry till the point my heart races, head spins and everything tenses :| ok i sound a bit psychotic here.

school weighs down on me like a ticking bomb that will only denotate come december 1, post my last paper.

and i cant seem to stop working. today i got blinded by a thousand flashes. how do models not go blind?? talked to people about the randomest things. was pretty funny tho, how they were distracted by the large camera lens pointed at them. felt good not to be the one squirming in the spotlight! heheh.

on top of this, i have to pack to move house! and despite this all, i do not do anything that helps either of the three situations.