i think i like local writing in it's simplicity and in that there's just something extra that you can identify with. and i really really like this book for being random, inspiring and just fun. :D
courtesy of shiwen yay! her voice is just !!
awesome movie. i love the absurdity of it all.had to blog this down because how rare is it these days to find a great book, album or movie, and all in one day for that matter?
that aside, life is tiring. it really is. (maybe i'm just at the low point of my mood cycles). on the micro level, each day i force myself to wake up for school or work. at school, each week brings you closer to deadlines and exams, yet i'm too tired to get much done each day, compounded upon the fact that sch is so damn far away and it takes so much effort to get there, and get around its stupid stairs etcetc. at work, it's becoming increasingly menial lately. and being among the working crowd is depressing much. i keep feeling like i want to quit but i keep getting told and i know that i should be thankful for the job and i already promised. each morning i wake up i tell myself to hold on for the weekend. when i reach the weekend, i concuss, and wake up and feel like i've no energy to do anything but laze. at home, i thought it would be better but it's just the same, maybe worse? bringing me to the macro level. i can't think of my future, it's too much hard work. education, work, a place to live. i dont want to grow up, but i'll soon have no one to lean on. i think i have these fears that i always push away but when they creep back on me they make me feel like i just want it all to end. i'm sure it's all not that bad. i'm just failing to see the good.