just read pretty much all the episode summaries at this wonderful place (i love the blogger, she inspires me to be eloquent and insightful and she feels like someone i'd like to talk to) despite being in the midst of my exams. and am completely in love with this song that the gorgeous male lead sang the gorgeous female lead in the most adorable display of affection...
*cue melting*so exams have finally started. was waiting for the paper to start when my groupmate came by and casually asked, "last paper?" HA HA unfortunately not.
the paper was held in a dungeon and was digusting and the only redeeming thing about this module was that it's probably the module that i've spent the least time on, ever.
i feel like i'm not even trying this semester and i feel guilty but not. mostly tired. tired of fighting to keep my CAP at a decent enough state but realizing that it could all come to naught in a mistake of a semester. i hate how school has become such a struggle, the undue stress that exams cause, and the ultimate lack of meaning studying has come to achieve. most of all, i hate that school interferes with life. but then again, i'm sure work will similarly do the same thing. it's so hard to know what you want. and even harder to have to courage to fight for it wholeheartedly.
ok floating away on an awesome soundtrack that's not helping the addiction.
it's raining now and so i shall sleep because that's what rain is for. tomorrow is nonstop mugging, i hope.